Numb

This week I postponed 2 sets of flights. I was only 'planning' to postpone one. I also booked an additional set of flights. This totals 4 sets of flights between now and the end of the year the universe has to line itself up for me to be able to get on. And much like my extreme approach to drinking and socialising I took for my birthday after all the restrictions, I will be soon, hopefully, somewhat making up for my recently reduced carbon footprint.

Sometimes it's a lot. But mostly I'm numb. Swings and roundabouts I guess. Let's hope I can get some feelings back by the time I have to travel, see people, and enjoy things.

Until then, 14k hikes, 3+ hours away in the rain will have to do to spark some feelings. At least it's only getting dark dark at 9pm now.

Happy long weekend y'all ✌️